Done

I need to learn to be distant. Stop feeling and be practical about a lot of stuff. Forget and move on. Its not worth it.

WHY

Why is it so difficult to believe any sweet words thrown in your path at face value?

Why is it so hard to comprehend the simplest joy when someone says he cares for you?

Why is it so complicated to digest a kind word, a loving gesture or a compliment?

Why is it so puny to accept the one and only thing you have been wishing for?

Why is it so tiresome to handle any kindness deliberately sent your way?

Why is this entry so full of uncertainty and all you want to do is go away and hide!!

Going with the Flow

They say when you are ready to love, be prepared to be hurt and when you're hurt you have the tendency to hurt someone else back. Although not everyone's the same, most of us do the exact same thing unconsciously. Love is such a powerful emotions, only few lucky ones are able to fully experience it and understand it.

So what happens when you get hurt and yet you still feel the same way. Do we stumble along, hurting the ones we love along the way or do we fight for the so-called love and hope we are loved in return? If this is confusing, so is the journey to right the wrong of emotions. Or is there such a thing?

I suppose the best way is to keep on loving, hoping for the best and when you're hurt learn how to forgive however painful it is. They also say if you cant forget that means you cant forgive. Kind of true.........to each their own.

I suppose when you keep looking in the wrong directions you'll end up getting hurt. There's a price to pay in the game of love. The basic drawback of the word 'game' would suffice anyone who's been hurt once twice shy, however when the feelings of being in love feels so damn good its not surprising that even the most experienced ones tend to fall back to the same black hole time and time again.

The price I had to pay???? Well................. a huge sum for my own good.