Revelations

I woke up this morning feeling fresh, suddenly upbeat than normal days and just have this hum in me that feels the day will be a good one. And immediately my thoughts turn to this one particular person whom i've been closer to in recent months for some reason. Wasnt sure if it was because the moment i blink my eyes, i turn to my mobile to check last night's messages and it was his that i look for every morning - in case i missed something important that we chat about almost every night. Then it hit me............i just feel close to him and i dont care if its one-sided. And the beauty of it is that you can be close to someone without being physical at all. I suppose intimacy comes in many flavours. I'm also thinking how to enhance that interaction.....but I'm happy the way it evolved. I supposed simply expressing bits and pieces of my thoughts, fears and even feelings with someone you trust will create a doorway to a more meaningful relationship or should i label it friendship?

All in all, it has been good, will continue to be good and hopefully remains that way ;)

Its been a long time

Such a long time, such a lonely time too. New job, new house, new friends and not so new ones re-kindled. So many places, things and experiences savoured. Where do i begin? I remembered the last one written was before the chaos began. Now a new chapter looms ahead. Not sure if it will be good for me but time will tell. What's definite is that it sure as hell going to be one of the exciting chapter in my life now. Its looking rather 'plasticky' for now, still searching for the right niche and stumbling around. Havent aced the expected role as yet and its tiring as expected.

What is most surprising is that i feel the upsurge in life per say. Havent felt the rhythm beating for some time and just bordering on depression until lately. For sure variety is the spice of life and i will be flexible and adaptable in the new developments that are about to unfold..........stay tuned :)