Monday, January 22, 2007

Love......Found...........& LOST

Shadow told me that I am a serious type of person who loves easily and am happy giving it although I myself may not be squarely happy.

How so true........My hope of finding and meeting someone in a distance far away land was banished by a bird......What that hope is, I'm not really sure and I dont think I will ever find out. Blessing in disguise? I doubt it. I thot a bird will show me how to fly, spread my wings, see the value, but I'm redha.....if its not meant to be.

Will I cry? NO. That is not me. Will I come up with a horrendous long list of why it may not come true? Will I knock myself out with depression? Probably not if my will is strong enough. What I will do is to close a chapter.

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