The day the illusion shatters

At first it was such a disbelief, then comprehending it, lastly acceptance. As always i get too caught up and the maternal instinct came out. Just when i thought i couldnt take one more bad news i come to a realization wherever i'm needed there's where i feel worth. I know this will also pass and it will be ok, i just know it and i pray to GOD i will not lose him. As i drifted off to sleep last night, the last dejavu came pouring in of the three of us; always talking and laughing. Noormi, i miss you always.